last post. yoko na. :)
November 28, 2009, 10:07 am
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is this the end?
why are you being so gentle?
why don’t you save it for later?
are going to what? bade goodbye?

are we heading into the end?
kind of reminds me of stories
with plots that are so predictable
start with ‘once’, & end with ‘none’.

do you want this to end?
if you’ll be happy, you’re free.
i’m going to be hurt for sure
but if it’s going to end, then…..

there’s no reason to pretend.



to anonymous..
August 14, 2009, 7:59 am
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[ can be anyone so never assume..who knows, i may be talking to myself..lol.]

i don’t need an accomplished parasite in my life. i don’t need anything to complicate my life, my being. not now. not later. never. i don’t need to be a slice of cake to be able to meet anyone else’s plate. i’m just a piece of bread. not a piece of cake. no nothing to catch anyone’s attention. i don’t need to degrade my level for whoever for whatever reason.

i love trials. i love hardships. i love difficulties. i embrace it.  but mind you, i also love moving on. i live with it. & i’m used to it. the term ‘forget’ doesn’t apply in my dictionary, though.pain? it’s just another strike of migraine. i just need to take one biogesic. i may look like a fool but never take it for granted. i suggest you think twice before you get deceived by it. you might fall for your own trap.

i don’t need some restless parasite in my life. i don’t waste my time for useless stuff. i would rather spend my time daydreaming or wandering endlessly. that’s how i deal with myself.

it’s never my habit to play with fire. i spent my life learning from everybody else’s mistakes while i was growing up. i know better & i know i should. i  still have a lot to learn, though.

i might appear so brittle, but then again, i yearn not, to be sought otherwise.

again, i don’t need an accomplished parasite in my life. i’m just a piece of stone. it’s not up to me if someone wants to keep me..or throw me away. but fyi, this stone, if lost, might never be found.

i don’t need to adjust myself for anyone. i am nothing special. this is the whole package itself.

if you like what you see, then thank you, if not, then, thanks, just the same. i know i still have a long way to go. thus, i don’t need any kind of obstacle to trip upon me along the way. i know i deserve a lot more…than this.
i will never settle for less.